If you know me like you know me, then you know I ain't forgot. If you know me like you know me, you can best believe I relive the memories on a daily basis. The parties, the never ending grind, the trials and tribulations of growing up in a cold world with nothing but friends and foes. I can admit with no hesitation that I've changed my life and it seems like I cut you out. Now if you truly know me like you know me, you know that ain't the case at all. We all transition to another way of living at some point in our lives, and I just made the changes a lil earlier than other people. I have a child and a career, so I poured all of my time into those two aspects of my life 100%. I can't help but feel the animosity, distance and sometimes negativity displayed by a few close friends and I understand it, which is probably why I became a reclusive indie and just stopped kickin it. Shit sucks no lie, but I can't change who I am without being somebody else, so whether you see me as the same Meechi or somebody new, just accept it as is shawdy. I've made mistakes and lost some of the closest people in my life over the past few years to where they're few and far between. I guess the point I'm making is more of an apology to my friends that know me like you know me, because I gained more insight on life, but lost focus of those around me who helped me get to where I am. The small amount of success hadn't made a difference in who I am, and hopefully you can see it so we can back to it. Again, I just feel the need to apologize if it seems like I forgot about you, kuz I you're know me like you know me, you know that'll never happen.
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